Memories are Shitty sometimes, aren't they????

Days going by, month is obvious, passed years too
So much anger, so much hatred, so many things to do
Had a pain had a headache, depression was over a while ago
Locked up in a room, stayed alone, was called unsocial though.
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Memories are painful, stay with you all the time of your life even though you just wanna forget them, can you really do so?? I bet you “A slab of Carlton Cold” on that. You would probably find some people, seem they don’t have any colorful memories or they pretend to have none and that’s when they make mistake.
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Memories smile, memories laugh, memories cry too
Memories hot, memories cold, memories soft and blue
Memories lost, memories found, memories have clue
Memories slashed, memories built, memory itself a strong glue.
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Why is that drama? Why people are so confused and upset about their lives, why?? and why fucking me?? Why not anybody else among you?? Why do I have to be so upset and depressed, lost and hateful, angry and cold minder…….. why?? Why fucking me???
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Close my eyes, see you guys, see so many things
Ocean may die, land may tremble, heart never stop drippings
We come, we go, we may live here longer
You lost or I lost? lets see who’s memories are stronger?
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Medical scientists are so tricky mother-fuckers. They have all the most necessary treatments in their hands. You can not just loose memories if you want to, you can’t find any pills which can do the job for you. If I could find some of these “shit” pills, I would definitely have as many as I need to kill some of these mother fucking “neuron cells” where I have these crying and agonizing memories.

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@@@==@@ Nelson the Mandela @@==@@@

Name is Nelson born in jail!
Nobody was there to get his bail.
Old son growing up to be tale!
Mother Africa is not for sale.
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One son, two sons, gone a million.
Urban may take over, still have the lion.
Black here, black there, black up the world.
Blackness and greatness must be told!
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Gone days, years too, gone many decades.
Freedom for everybody, FREEDOM mandates!
Once is a mistake twice is not,
First may forgiven next gotta get caught!
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Non-violence is noble, violence is needed
Patience has a limit, other way is bullet.
Democracy is way too, if can gain it,
Democracy for everybody, don’t you ever fake it.
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27 taken away, so many sacrifices
I may not look back, why so many classes?
Black or white, brown or yellow
One for all, all for one, mother earth’s fellow.
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Take my black; take my white, take brown and yellow
Give me back what I had the color skin bellow.

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